Monday thoughts

Loose re-enactment of my train of thought this morning:

1) I don't want to spend my life dealing with piddly user errors and low-level bullshit.

2) Oh, wait. I think I have the chance to rise to the occasion and establish myself as more than that. In fact, my supervisors seem to have recognized this potential in me and are expecting me to do so. This is an exciting opportunity, and maybe a turning point in my career.

3) I feel totally overwhelmed. Someone has to deal with the piddly stuff while I'm rising to the occasion, and it appears that it also has to be me. Also, I don't know if I have the drive or will to rise to the occasion. Or if I even care about any of this. All I know is, I don't want to work 24/7.

4) Paralysis. Shit. This sucks.